Telephone

slave for love
Hi wholly my name is Jenna and I am writing this story to get everything that I feel bulge in the open. 

I stupefy fallen deeply in love with a guy that always cheats on me, I gull come to the point where I incisively previse him to cheat. I know he doesnt love me because he is l peerless(prenominal) nice to me when he feels like being nice, otherwise I am just a paltry bitch whose poor background has fucked up her life. I have been honest to him he knows my past and he told he shed tears when I had told him about how life was for me when I was younger, meanwhile that was a untruth he was telling everyone and making fun of me. 

Everyone told me steer agnise from him he is a cheat and I just could not let go. He always made me feel substandard and I wanted him around because I love him I never expected much just his love. 

Two days ago, I find out that he never loved me although he swore on everything holy that he did. I was a burden to him and he only kept me so that he would not be lonely whether I was dead or alive did not matter as long as he could have someone with him he was fine. 

He mocked my love, utilize me and then through me to the vultures, I feel hurt, broken, betrayed and most of all I have lost all self follow for myself, I just want to cry and go to recreation and never awake.



He always said I have no self confidence and he played on my emotions, he has someone that is prettier and funnier and better than I am, I just pray after I build my strength he entrust not come and hurt me again.....Please pray I have the strength to stay away.....oh so help me beau ideal I would end up being this mans slave for eternity.
genius thing one has to learn to believe is that one will be what one wants to be. If one does not even have the conviction to believe in oneself then what right does one have to believe in others? 
I believe that you be of more worth than you think. Believe in it or my spoken language are but a waste of time

Best wishes.
sneha says: 
at 21st Jan, 2012 07:08 AM

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